This will be a very incoherent piece of writing, as my thoughts at the moment are flooding in me at once. Tears began to swell in my eyes only minutes ago from the rushing feeling of ambiguity. New questions are being raised and they are creating tension - a nausea.
What is reality? For all I know, everything that I see here does not exist. What does my brain see? I know there is so much out of the picture - that I see with my brain and not my eyes. At the present moment, my body is being bombarded with neutrino’s, photons, particles and waves - my brain oblivious to their existence. And yet not oblivious. If I can understand their existence, why can I not see them? How can I feel things? Is it possible that someone or something is standing in the room with me and I can not perceive their presence? Is it not possible that we are being watched by something which exists in a different area of the light spectrum than our eyes are capable of perceiving?
What is the past and present? How is it possible for something to have existed, but to no longer be here? How do I know what is now and then? All that is of left of the past is a memory, a recollection. Why can I not relive the past? Not to change something, but to re-experience it? If an experience is nothing but neurons in my brain being charged, why can they not be reactivated and relived?
What is a thought? Is it physical? Or not? Where does a thought go when it is finished? How much control do I have over what is thought?
What does it mean to be in a place? To exist in one singular area of space? How do all of my atoms coexist and remain as one? Why do I not suddenly split into millions of small pieces?
What happens when something is not being watched? Does it still exist? How is it possible to see something?
I have been engaging one question at a time for quite a while now, and suddenly I feel bombarded with so many more, all at once.
What are we unaware of? What discoveries remain, waiting to be found? What do we believe to be true is actually false?
